diz right hea itz chago hiz my ex boyfrien but hey i still have deep feelingz for him. me and him had went out for 3 months but he had broke my heart apart (tearz). he waz the best i know alot of ppl thing his different but yall gotta meet him first before yall talk bad bout him, his totally differen he respectz me, he kares alot of me. his a different boy dat i ever meet otherz boyz dat tries to talk to me they just wanted to get in my pantz but not him his different. i love the way how he is his personality. ever since me and him went out i had lost alot of friendz cuzz of him but i dind't kare at all i just knew they were fake frienz to me and plus i just wanted to be happy and i waz happy been with him. ever since we had splitt apart im nothing, i dont kared of my life no more, im tired of been down crying every night b/c i mizz him alot. he knowz wat i been threw in my life and know i wish he kould fix it again and i kant wait wen me and him are bak togethor b/c i just want to be happy with him and i want my smiled bak b/c the smiled yall been seeing itz just fake and i need a real smiled.. well chago i wish you could of read diz thing i wrote bout i just want to have you bak in my life again be happy togethor and never brake up b/c all i need its to be with you. i will love you and you know i kared alot of you too!!!